"Heartache" By Parizoda Axrorqulova ('24)

without you, i don’t even look at incoming letters

the mail froze winter swallowed me

all that i see around me is fake

my heart is in place

but is crazy about you

we have lost love and news spread everywhere

it’s as if we are not searching for feelings but just a cat

i was born again with your appearance

from the first days, i understood “this is it”

jupiter was closed and you were talking in a whisper

if you are around then i sorted out the voices

someone guessed: our meeting was like an accident

but for me, it's a runway

i broke away from this crazy world

and i rose

i saw the night lights

a lot logical and reasonable

hiding at the very beginning of every love

feelings fall from the galaxy

i am addicted to you and there is no point in hiding

there is no other choice

than letting you go